2005-01-21 - 6:31 p.m.
I'm having a hard time dealing with some things that have happened in the past. I know that they are insignificant now, but I still feel like I will pay for them in the future. All of these thoughts of past problems just all of a sudden surfaced today, but why? What reason did my body feel it was okay yesterday to have these problems, but today it doesn't want anything to do with them. I feel like someday they will bite me in the ass, and then my life will be ruined and who knows where I will end up.
